It's december. And it is a holiday month!!!!! how can you study when it's holiday for all of your friends. This is bad.

Cuz i barely got the time to study with all the fun going on.. =( *stares at book*

I am so tempted to go paintball.

Nevermind lo.... next time then.

study study study study study study study study study study study study study study!!!!!!!!

Rambling rambling......

i am loving the song 100 years by five for fighting..... it's an old song but i love it i love it! SO MUCH!

Hmmm....... there is so much in me i wanna say. but i can't say it here. =(

i miss your rambling..

wedding dinner 2! =P

it's a bit outdated.. but nvm laaaa. haha..
PICTURES!

me and grandma...... =)

the newly weds!

me me and me!

two nice cousins of mine...... =) (the one on the right is mischievious! =P)

a very wise uncle of mine! and mummy of course.. =)

uncles, aunty and cousin!

that's all for now!

Cousin wedding 1

haha... why 1? because there's another one which is on the week after!

well well.. we shall see pictures!

the group pic!

that's me and my cousin, ying ying jie jie...

mummy! =)

me and mummy...

and me alone! hee hee...

left out the morning session.

cousins!


and tada!

i look kinda dark in some photos. how sad. it's frisbee i think. sob sob.

bout the second wedding, i dun have the photos with me yet.. left it in malacca.
and i'm so sad i barely shop in singapore!!
ish ish ish!

tata!

A purple romance..... =)

A purple romance.... will you come with me?

I just like the thought of this purple romance thing. It makes me feel so... carefree and as if i'm floating through the air. with someone who makes me feel whole of course. =) it's such a nice thought!!!

love it love it!

...

Actually... i have nothing to say at all.
I just feel like i need to say something here.

the very outdated outing...

WHO??----------- me, van, shir and yuin yi
WHERE??------------KL 1 and the jetty!

i'll let the pictures do the talking!








i am sorry for the same background.. haha..
tada!

FAT!

i am seriously gonna get fat. i got super huge appetite nowadays... =(

i
dun
wanna
be
fat.

so
i
will
eat
less.

yes
i
will.

YES!
I WILL!

=( *sobs*

means i should not eat ice cream now.

Memories..

Memories are suppose to me make you smile. Seriously.. no matter how bad something is.. there is a good part about it.

When i sit and think of my life.. 18 years of my life. I've really changed. Sometimes i dunno how. i used to be a really bad tempered person. I always wanted things to go my way. I wanna be in charge. But.. at standard 5, i grew up on it. I tend to give in. And the temper goes away. I start to forgive easily and i barely get mad at people for too long. Is it even a good thing? Even till now... try make me angry. At that moment... i might have all the words to scold you and get back at you. Haha... but try me after 2 to 3 hours or so. And trust me is getting worse day by day. I can't remember the last time i ever get angry. It's like i dun anymore

and yeah.. sometimes.. i really hate myself to be very soft hearted. Yes. I. Hate. Myself. For. It. I can be the easiest girl on earth to make up to. Ahhh and that is really bad.

Oh and one point of my life... during secondary school.. i am super forgetful! which leads to my lack in responsibility and lead me to a whole lot of trouble in school. Like in prefects. Never be a prefect like me. Haha.. it spoils friendship with friends! i really have a problem waking up i do not know why. and prefects do not wake up late! Ahhhh. but now. i do believe i am less and less like that. at least i hope i am. =) am i being more punctual nowadays, friends?

And i trust people too easily. Yeap i do. At times.. stupid me. but nevermind that. I do not know how to elaborate on that.

And there is A LOT more i dunno how to mention it all. Maybe next time.

Hmmm... and there are so many things i never knew. Too many. It's like it's all happening in a sudden. And life can be really complicated. People ARE complicated. At times u get so tired yes you just wanna run. Go somewhere far for a while.

Love. Is it even love? How can you ever be sure. But whether it is or not, that special feeling for that someone can really drive you nuts.

shud i put pictures now? erm.... blog posts always appear boring to me without pictures.

haha let me present me and joanne's identical hairband!!


Sorry... i dun have a pic of me alone with the hairband.. =(
but tada! it's identical!

haha... okok.. many of u all must be 'sweating' by now.

let me think. what else what else. *looks in pictures folder*

wanna see me in sun glasses? hee hee...

look pretty scary huh? haha..

ok next up is an outdated outing with yuin yi, shir, me and van!

tata!

At times.. should we?

We all lied before.

UPDATE!!!!

haha.. there you go. updates!! but it's gonna be a saddening post coming up anyway. sad but true at times.. at least for me.

It has been a horrible week for me.. but i can handle it! I can I can. I am Jas Min! haha.. And i am like super blur in class. My god. I so so so have to study. Can't believe things are moving so fast. It's week 3! labs and courseworks pilling up! baaaaaaa.......

=(

lets look at the next post.. *pouting*

tata..

Happy moments... =)

it is just so nice to see people smile. everybody looks good when they smile! even old ladies left with no more teeth.. whenever someone smile, we smile too. we feel their happiness, we feel their joy. =)

i was just going through rui ying's blog and there is a picture of her with 3 more friends. it feels like so much fun! and it made me think of the great moments i have with my friends. and i smiled!

well.. here goes the happy moments!





we just can't stop laughing.. =)

just like the last day of school with my best friends!





also with my family..


so... SMILE! =)

holidays??

my finals is finally over and the holidays i've been hoping for has finally came!!!!!!

but.... =(

i want to..

1) Go genting
2) Go shopping
3) Go for movies
4) Go clubbing??
5) Go play water
6) Paint

but they dun seem like they are coming true.
Well paint, shopping and movies can gua.

=(

i think i go borrow books.
tata...

I miss you...

Doesn't feel right...

There's too much happening this year. I tot it started off well, but i think i'm wrong.. I should be determined to be who i am long ago. I trusted the wrong person.. did the wrong things to those who loved me all along. Many people are not who i thought they were.. =) it's just all mixed up!

I guess i'll just paint my nails and sleep.

what'll happen tomorrow?

He's a nice guy i'll never forget.. he always say i'm fat and cute and he remembers how i was when i'm young. He plays with me when i was living with grandpa..

Although i didn't really know you... but i'm so glad i visited you last year when it has been ages since the last time we met. I'll remember the moments we share together..

You're a wise nice man that i'll never forget..
We'll miss you..

out of the blues!

i'm very pleased with myself today! =) *proud* haha.. i've done 80% of my assignment when today is just thursday and next monday is the due date! which means.. i can enjoy the weekend in malacca without worrying!


but i'm studying less than i'm supposed to this week! haha.. but well.. it doesn't matter YET! it's not like there's any exams comming..! =D


i've been out of things i WANNA do because i finally finished watching 3 seasons of the prison break i have! so something stupid came into mind! it's so stupid i got laughed by my housemate when she accidentally saw what i was doing.. haha.. *smiling*


well.. the following is what i did!








the second picture was right after she laughed at me! hmph!

=)

Happy birthday Joanne! We've been friends since standard 1. =) of course, this is a very very old picture! She, has transformed into a very pretty and sexy girl now! muaks! May ur dreams come true!

At some point in my life, i really need someone to hear me out, someone to trust. so i trusted.. but it din turn out well..

So now.. i walk alone.

=) first post!

halo halo!
I am gonna BLOG!
and i WILL.
hmph... you! you don't laugh at me..
i'll make the blog active..
Bluek!! more posts comming up! =)