Sunday, October 26, 2008

the very outdated outing...

WHO??----------- me, van, shir and yuin yi
WHERE??------------KL 1 and the jetty!

i'll let the pictures do the talking!








i am sorry for the same background.. haha..
tada!

FAT!

i am seriously gonna get fat. i got super huge appetite nowadays... =(

i
dun
wanna
be
fat.

so
i
will
eat
less.

yes
i
will.

YES!
I WILL!

=( *sobs*

means i should not eat ice cream now.

Friday, October 17, 2008

Memories..

Memories are suppose to me make you smile. Seriously.. no matter how bad something is.. there is a good part about it.

When i sit and think of my life.. 18 years of my life. I've really changed. Sometimes i dunno how. i used to be a really bad tempered person. I always wanted things to go my way. I wanna be in charge. But.. at standard 5, i grew up on it. I tend to give in. And the temper goes away. I start to forgive easily and i barely get mad at people for too long. Is it even a good thing? Even till now... try make me angry. At that moment... i might have all the words to scold you and get back at you. Haha... but try me after 2 to 3 hours or so. And trust me is getting worse day by day. I can't remember the last time i ever get angry. It's like i dun anymore

and yeah.. sometimes.. i really hate myself to be very soft hearted. Yes. I. Hate. Myself. For. It. I can be the easiest girl on earth to make up to. Ahhh and that is really bad.

Oh and one point of my life... during secondary school.. i am super forgetful! which leads to my lack in responsibility and lead me to a whole lot of trouble in school. Like in prefects. Never be a prefect like me. Haha.. it spoils friendship with friends! i really have a problem waking up i do not know why. and prefects do not wake up late! Ahhhh. but now. i do believe i am less and less like that. at least i hope i am. =) am i being more punctual nowadays, friends?

And i trust people too easily. Yeap i do. At times.. stupid me. but nevermind that. I do not know how to elaborate on that.

And there is A LOT more i dunno how to mention it all. Maybe next time.

Hmmm... and there are so many things i never knew. Too many. It's like it's all happening in a sudden. And life can be really complicated. People ARE complicated. At times u get so tired yes you just wanna run. Go somewhere far for a while.

Love. Is it even love? How can you ever be sure. But whether it is or not, that special feeling for that someone can really drive you nuts.

shud i put pictures now? erm.... blog posts always appear boring to me without pictures.

haha let me present me and joanne's identical hairband!!


Sorry... i dun have a pic of me alone with the hairband.. =(
but tada! it's identical!

haha... okok.. many of u all must be 'sweating' by now.

let me think. what else what else. *looks in pictures folder*

wanna see me in sun glasses? hee hee...

look pretty scary huh? haha..

ok next up is an outdated outing with yuin yi, shir, me and van!

tata!

At times.. should we?

We all lied before.

UPDATE!!!!

haha.. there you go. updates!! but it's gonna be a saddening post coming up anyway. sad but true at times.. at least for me.

It has been a horrible week for me.. but i can handle it! I can I can. I am Jas Min! haha.. And i am like super blur in class. My god. I so so so have to study. Can't believe things are moving so fast. It's week 3! labs and courseworks pilling up! baaaaaaa.......

=(

lets look at the next post.. *pouting*

tata..