Thursday, October 22, 2009

PUT PUT!!

I have this little soft toy. The only one i brought to UK with me.. I LOVE IT SOOO MUCH! And it has been really lazy.

Always lying under my sheets sleeping. ALL DAY LONG.

I just love how it fits in my arms every night when i sleep!

Presenting little......



PUT PUT! muaks xoxo

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

It has been sometime...

I'm back after ages of not posting anything on my blog. Was just looking at my friend's blog.. and i figured it's a good thing to write it all out. I'm not gonna bother bout the capital letters or anything. i'll just type it all out!!

Months back, i was in malaysia. and now i'm at Nottingham. i hate it when i leave. somehow i just wouldn't stop crying. the voice of my mum made me shed tears like crazy. i cried quietly in the plane too. guess.. i'm mummy's girl. =) too many things happen back in malaysia. and coming here i start very much as a new person. not entirely... but partially. i go to classes like everyday..... my god. hahaha. i wasn't a person like this back then. not at all. but somehow i'm loving it.

the place's cool... everything's nice.. but something's misisng. and that is someone i can really really talk to. and i feel i'm not having enough fun. haha. i don't know why. i just feel i'm lack of fun. i have to read journals, do research, do technical report, dissertation, lab's coming up. and when it all ended, there come the exams and it falls on my birthday. =( it's always like that! hmph hmph hmph!

There are times i wanna be alone. I wanna walk the streets alone. I wanna lie down in the garden listen to the songs in my ipod alone. Having my own space. Part of me.. I enjoy being alone. Maybe because i've always do things alone.

But sometimes.. i can't deny it's really nice to have someone's shoulder to lie on. Someone you can wrap ur arms around.

Somewhere in me.. I feel lonely.

But i know i'm happy in some ways.

=)